Saturday, June 4, 2011

Rolling Over

It's a really hard night tonight. Sitting in her room, I look around at all the details I picked out just for her. Things that she never even got to appreciate. Her room was barely used. Three months in our room, and just six months in her crib in her room. She was just starting to like playing on the floor in her room before she died. It's not fair that there is a perfectly pretty and pink room upstairs that is so unused. It's so empty. And sad.

I don't want this life anymore. I want our old one back. I'm ready to wake up from this nightmare now.


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Remembering June 4th, 2010

This is the day Ellie learned to roll over.
Yeah, I'm a model....
Helping Mommy cook dinner

7 comments:

Kelly said...

OMG, those pictures are so cute! I just wanna squeeze her and wish we all could.

This is a nightmare. I wish you and me and all of us could wake up from this. Many hugs.

Kayla said...

Her pictures are adorable! Cutest "thinker" pose yet!

New Year Mum said...

Dearest Tiffany... your memories must be so painful and I can only imagine a fraction of what you're going through... it must truly feel like a nightmare but know that we're all here for you. Love to you always xoxo

LauraJane said...

Gah, she's so gorgeous with that hand under her cheek. What a sweetheart.

It's no fair. But, if you figure out how to go back, take me with you.

:)

Natasha said...

These pictures are adorable! Just beautiful!

I'm so very sorry she is not here with you Tiffany.....it's just so wrong and unfair. I hate this for you. I wish we could all just wake up from this horrible nightmare. I sucks.....bad.

Sending lots of love to you my friend.....

xoxo

Deanna said...

I want to wake up too. If you figure it out, please let me know!! ;)
She is just adorable!! I love her little face!!!!!

ccc said...

You take the best pictures of your children.

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