Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Changing Table

Tonight, Dave moved Ellie's changing table so the inspector can get to the attic access tomorrow. I cried. My heart raced. I had a hard time breathing.

The thought of packing up her entire room- forever... it's beyond words. It's going to be a very, very hard- practically impossible month and a half.

I want this life back...

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Remembering April 13th, 2010

This is what happens to two perfectly happy kids...

 ...when Mommy goes out for the first time since the baby was born...

 While these pictures do make me a little sad (no one likes to see their baby cry), it is just a tad funny!
 This is why I don't like to leave the kids, and why I rarely left Elle...
Chunky baby thighs!!

7 comments:

New Year Mum said...

My toddler came across a little jumpsuit that I'd bought for Gabrielle (that she'd put on her favourite teddy at the time months ago) and I started crying... b/c I didn't know whether to wash and put it away or just let it stay with all the teddies.... so I can't imagine the thought of packing up a whole nursery. My heart goes out to you and think of you often. Love always xoxo

LauraJane said...

That's a beautiful photo of the four of you.

I'm sure the packing is bittersweet. Thinking of you

TanaLee Davis said...

I know how hard this can be to pack up your babies stuff.
~Felicia

crystal said...

Don't pack her room up yet. IT is still too soon. You will know when the time is right. You will have that peace. I know its hard dealing with change so for right now just keep it the way you have it. Praying for you!!!

Meg said...

Brokenhearted for you tonight Tiffany... As I packed up Nevys stuff it was as if I was loosing her again... it was also very soothing to touch every single thing of hers... a balance of love and pain...Thinking of you...xo

Mary said...

I didn't pack things up until I felt I HAD to. I agree with Meg. In a way it can be soothing to touch her things but its going to be painful. Take your time...I know you have a deadline but you know it isn't going to be easy. Thinking of you!

Kelly said...

Every time I put something away of Adam's, I lose it. I feel incredibly sad. I agree with others, take your time!

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