Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Little This, Little That

When I went to look for pictures I was sad to see there weren't any. I have no specific memories of that day and I feel like it's forever lost. Our days with Ellie were limited and I hate to think that there was a day or minute of her life I can't recall. Going through the pictures and recalling lost memories daily has helped me a lot. But on the days with no pictures, I am very sad and feel guilty for not documenting every moment of her short life. I'm sure there will be a lot more days without pictures coming up, as the babies get bigger and busier, it gets harder to take pictures. :(

On some brighter notes...

Recipes: We are still needing recipes for our cookbook. In about two weeks, I will start putting everything together so if there is a family favorite you want to share- please do!! Please email them to info@ellieslight.com

Ellie's Light website: Franchesca has done it again! She has put together a beautiful website for us and it screams ELLIE! We are very excited for our big reveal. I just need to do a little tweaking and Dave needs to get some technical things set and then we will share it!

Legacy: I have "met" several other BLMs (Baby Loss Mamas) through this blog and am so inspired by the great things they are doing in honor of their babies. Please check out their websites.
River's Run and Ride Rally: In honor of little River, who passed away of SIDS at just six days old.
In His Name: In honor of Julius, who passed away of SIDS at just 4.5 months old
Jenna's Journal Drive- Small Bird Studios: In memory of Jenna, who was born too soon and left her family much too early
Savanna's Wings: Savanna's Mommy, Tabatha, is just getting Savanna's project started. Savanna passed away of SIDS at just 7.5 months old.

Little Peanut~
Mommy misses you little girl. I know you were in my dream last night. I don't remember any of it, but I know we were together. I could feel it. Thank you Baby Girl, Mommy needed that. I love you!

3 comments:

Tabatha said...

I have the same feelings about pictures.. I have a ton.. but it's still not enough.. I wish I would have taken more.. But I am certainly thankful for the ones I have!! So excited to see the website!! :) Franchesca is awesome (i finally gave in and am getting my blog makeover!!)

I just adore that picture of sweet Ellie.. simply simplistic lost in her own world.. (hugs)

Deanna said...

Oh Tiffany, I am so glad to have gotten to know you, if only online...to know Ellie through your words, and to share our children. Thank you for sharing River with your followers. I can't wait to see your new site!

TanaLee Davis said...

I took pictures for everyday of TanaLee's life and a video..I did how ever refrain from the day she passed away. I feel like even with all the pictures I didn't capture every memory and gleaming wide eyed look that she gave. My daughter never really was able to make a sound due to being in the hospital on a ventilator. She spoke through her eyes. Your little Ellie has beautiful eyes and I see her love for you in each picture you've shared. Thank you-
Felicia

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