I can't make sense of this. My mind, my heart can't understand why I went to the cemetery and tied a pink ribbon and teddy bear around a temporary gravemarker instead of watching you bang two sticks together with a goofy smile plastered on your face. "I miss you" seems to fall way too short of how I feel. I picture your little hands, your one ear that stuck out more than the other, your long eyelashes. I smell you on your giraffe. I can see you on and hear you on the videos... its not enough. A Mama shouldn't be without her baby.
I love you Sweet Girl. You are always in my thoughts. I know you will always be with me... I just wish you didn't feel so far away.
Sweet dreams Peanut!
|When life was perfect...|
|Elle and Dada- I love that little smirk|
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