I knew they were there. But I felt like it was just us. I sat up by her head on her right side, laid my head down next to hers, held her cold hand, tucked her blankie up next to her face, closed my eyes and sang her "Baby Beluga" over and over again. It was all I could do for her. So thats what I did. While the craziness swirled around us, I did my best to make sure my baby girl knew I was there. I hope she knew I was there, because thats all I could do for her.
Today we went to the cemetery and made Ellie her first snowman. Because that's all we can do for her.
|It even has a goofy smile like our peanut|
|Ellie's snowman next to her grave. We hung bells and some other things in the tree for her.|